Thursday, April 21, 2005

.: my deepness comes in waves :.

This past week, I have been more of a sort of guy instead of a sort of guy. By that, I mean that I have found myself working more on my "side project" blog since I have been in a different sort of mood this past week.

I have been beginning (or rather, rebeginning) some good new habits... and have been making some good decisions that have been a while in the actual making. Being home again seems different this time. For one thing, we are in a totally different house now (which was really wild because I helped the Riley's move into their house a little bit - oooh, the memories!). Secondly, I have my audio course hanging over my head, so I am way too busy to get into "trouble". But beyond that, I feel like I am just on a new leg of my journey called "life". A change in living situation... a change in approach to life... a change in habits... a change in interests... a change in friends... a change in desires... and certainly, a major change in feeling like life as I know and experience it will forever remain the same. I am realizing... I can choose to make a change. Things don't have to be how they are... and in reality, I am beginning to figure out that things are not (always) as they seem. All that to say that I hope that I leave certain elements of my past year at Regent back at that place, to be forgotten forever as far as I am concerned.

Heading east of the mountains tomorrow to hang with Regent friends in Leavenworth. I will try and write some over there, but it may be pretty low-tech over there... so this may be it for the rest of the week.

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